block test is over! (:

yay :D finally can post long posts :D haha.

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGSIU!!!
hehh :D

today's ih test was screwed! [for me] but heck care le! hopefully can pass though. hehh. dont feel like failing it >.<

had a long break after ih test today! from 8.45pm - 10.15pm! not bad ah. the school considered quite generous liao.
went to choose poles~ and was funny coz while desperately trying to choose 12 poles [apparently we used all ct poles in the end -_-] there was this pole that had this two lumps of sand or something on it then i was turning it to empty it of the sand or whatever it is and pinky started screaming. hahah xD

went to have lunch since we had such a long break. then sqms started crapping [as usual] and somehow talked abt their nightmares and dreams!

shall describe some funny/interesting dreams/nightmares that sqms had:
- meichun's nightmare: dreamt that her com got this virus then got this ghost that follow her around then the ghost will sui2 shi2 try to kill her then the aim of this game of the ghost was to stay alive. then the ghost will also dunno what show her horrible pics of blood and orphans?? or something then she cannot display fear or she will die instantly.
okay its quite scary but talking abt it was funny.
- chuxi's long time ago nightmare: dreaming that ___ came after us with a chopper and forced us to tiao lou -_______-
- jiayuin's nightmare: cant really remember the starting.. something abt this guy on the street with hair with dandruff (?? how to spell) then she was trying to avoid him then the guy's hair dunno flew to her or something then she was like ee then she swept it off and exclaimed something like "ee got dandruff one go away" and the guy went "you will regret it" (??) and then she went home and saw that the hair was stuck to her hand then it grew longer and longer and got more and more dandruff then she was scared so she asked her mama how then her mama say snip it off so she snipped it off and the next day when she woke up one of her fingers was gone! then dunno what the hair came back then i cant remember >.< anyway its gross!! and so kong bu!!
- jung's dream: okay a romantic one hahah. so apparently she had a boyfriend. then it turned out that her boyfriend was a tian shi from heaven but because of something he was punished to come to ren jian and join the mortals. ok. then he met jung. so now it was time for the guy to go back to heaven. but then he she2 bu4 de2 jung and jung she2 bu4 de2 ta1 so they were dunno what hugging and crying? then apparently the guy kissed jung and jung commented that the kiss felt very real -____- ok. i dont remember the ending either

hmm nothing much.

oh had serious sqd talk during lunch today.. on sqd attitude and stuff.
okay lah. at least found out sqms agree on some things.
and some immediate changes that we should have.
and some other stuff. yup.

and campcraft test was today!!!
general feelings: went quite okay. i was happy that we had cc prac yest if not i today sure die liao -_- okay. bowline was horrible. at least mine was. i wanted to give up on timing yest after prac coz timing sure cmi liao but in the end today i still chionged and fumbled = timing out + quality also byebye. -_- anyway i tied wrongly coz the outer sheet was folded wrongly >.< pegging was quite horrible coz got mud and the peg keep slipping out of my hand while pegging then in the end i was so.. sort of cant-be-bothered(??) that i just peg and peg and the peg turn and turn until i peg my finger on the other peg T.T actually the only thing that i thought went quite well was whipping -_- and maybe double clove hitch (: coz it was correct! yay! haha.

hm okay. mc is feeling quite bu shuang now abt how sqd talk went.
but i shall point out that some things cannot be changed overnight, and definitely not with a less than 1h sqd talk. besides, we cannot 追求完美 in things like that. even though its something that we can work towards to. and probably possible if all of us have the same erm thinking? must understand that np isnt the top priority for all sqms. take katherine for instance, i was talking to her abt this during cct in audi [before everyone came that is] and we both agreed abt this. she have other commitments, psl exco + smp + she 注重studies alot. so np isnt one of her top priority. to meichun: you shldnt give up on this either. if you give up, what you are striving for will never materialize. maybe you can influence sqms with your strong erm. feel (?) regarding this matter :]

how can i change the world..'cause i sure cant change your mind..

sqms if yall see this, go read what xtm said to us in target magazine [38 ma'ams' sqd article] myabe yall wont feel the same way as i did when i saw it but.. hmm there's alot to think about us as a sqd.. ahh basically everything we talked about in sqd talk today ..