i bet i will fail IH tmr!

haha. xD

supposed to stay back for a while today to prac for cc test [1pm-2pm?]
then study IH till 5+++

then... then.. then..

in the end.......... we only finished prac-ing at 4.30++ and i could have continued to 6 if we were allowed to -_- and if sqms dint have to go home~

ahh well. at least i choose to 'study' for the test that have to be retaken if we fail it.

i was feeling luan4 just now after prac-ing with sqms..

coz of the different beliefs that i dont know what to believe in!
like chuxi believes that as long as we 对得起自己就行了
and mc believes that that is not true because a normal person's reaction is to make yourself feel abit better and you will just go okay i did my best whatever.
but then actually, like meichun, i believe that no one can ever say that they did their best!
no matter what, no matter how hard you try, you might have TRIED your best, but doing your best is crap! who says your best is your best?! i believe that there's no limits in this world to what is your best.
therefore, i hate the question 'have you done your best?' coz it doesnt make sense at all.

aiya but then i also agree with chuxi that as long as you 对得起自己就行了.
maybe we should just be satisfied and content and happy etc. when you know yourself that you have tried your best (: TRIED. to do your best. (: or rather, aim to do the best?? oh well.

ah okay. its 9pm. very good. i shall start studying for IH at 10pm.
不管了！:D

p.s. oi sqms we never ca1 diao4 the thing on cc plot eh D: