i cant stand the weather.
it has been raining since afternoon, from heavy rain to a mere drizzle to heavy rain again.
it is march now!! isn't it the sunny-with-occasional-rain season now??

im constantly wondering how i ever got into 301 where 3/4 of the people are like top 3 from their sec 2 classes and are simply biantai/kiasu/smart/whatever-you-call-it.

i am not like some people who loves studying and cant spend a moment not studying.
i just study for the sake of studying~ for the sake for tests.

i think i procrastinate alot. and half the day flies past without me doing anything much.

today is supposed to be the day im going to chiong everything.
but until now = 7.35pm, i have only settled all the physics stuff (not including studying for it) and hols are left with 4 days. how wonderful.

im seriously going to chiong home tmr after ct and on fri after __. i shall go home at the same time as meichun, who will probably chiong home as well.

tmr will be another depressing day because of the horrible mud + pointless PT.
i still dont understand why we must waste training time + effort + energy + high spirits doing PT. it's not like we are going to spend the 12 minutes we have running around the pitch boundary/doing pumpings/crunches/jumping jacks etc. etc.

ah life is pointless sometimes.
like why do we even live for?

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