today. is a day of highs and lows.

started off with csm.
long performance was. i admit, not very nice.
i dint perform for the second half of the performance then when i went out i was quite D: at our performance.
but then again, i dont agree with some of meichun's jap mates who said that our long sucked and that we shldnt have performed to let hc guys have a change to laugh at us.
what the hell lah. considering the fact that we dint have much time to practise.. it was not that bad.
me and pinky and cong were together at that time.. and we decided that we rather let people talk behind our backs then have people talk in front of us.

then we did marshalling and while waiting went to la1 people to buy icepops. haha. it was sold out very quickly :D yay.
marshalling was averagely boring for me coz the ncc people were practically doing everything and not alot of people attempted to leave the school.
but sqms had quite a horrible experience and were feeling quite depressed and 自责 over it.

then after a very long time we went to coro.
where we talked and our moods lifted (:
talked abt alot of crap stuff (as usual)
haha then somehow we talked abt third class again
sqms were saying that we last time third class de shi hou we stayed back almost everyday until 6+ to prac drills.
seriously.. i dont really remember. haha. third class seems like a rather vague memory to me. i know we stayed back for alot of days but i thought it was only every thursdays or something
even though i remembered that we got so sian prac-ing drills that we probably spent half the time 1) going canteen to buy food 2) going popular to buy food 3) do pumpings for fun
but other than that.. everyday?! thinking of us now.. er cant imagine. haha. where did we even get the time man. dont need do hw meh.
hmm third class was also the time where we were rather. emotional. hah. due to various various reasons bah.
then we laughed at sqms. hehheh. we laughed at hong (who wasnt there) [nvm lah she will probably laugh at herself too] coz that time she gives kekenan lurus in a very funny way and always make us laugh. then we were laughing at the numerous sqms who when giving kekenan lurus will nod their heads -__- coz of the rhythm.
and we laughed at jung (who wasnt there either) bcoz of her funny tone when she gives sizing commands
and.. still got who ah. aiya fan zheng we were laughing crazily jiu shi le.

hmm then we also talk abt ncos.
i think we are a very lucky squad with very nice ncos (not saying other sqds de ncos not nice!) as in i dunno lah all our ncos care(d) alot abt us and did alot for us. and maybe that's what make us a very emotional sqd too. because we feel very 愧疚 when we er see their disappointed faces? i dunno lah.

okay after talking for ages,
me n pinky n cong went to the banner shops. haha. only cong wanted to pei us. so sad right. we wanted to go as a committee but 42 couldnt make it and one of 41 couldnt make it and we thought that it would be quite sad for that one 41 so we gave her a choice. and as a normal person, of course she said she dint want to go. haha if its me and i dont have a choice i will probably find something so that i cant make it either.
anyway we went to only 2 places in the end.. but took a super long time (!!!) according to pinky, we spent less than half an hour at the 2 places but going to the place itself was O_O

anyway we went to this shop which was at the toapayoh industrial ..park. was it park? okay anw the person told us to go the 4th floor so we went to find lift/stairs. then we saw the lift. then i realised that the place was one of the places where we went for caiqing then (while still outside the lift) i went "EH!" coz of the sudden realization and pinky who went in the lift already thought something was wrong with the lift or something and ran out -_- it was amusing.
okay it doesnt sound very funny now but it was at that time.

then we went to this other area which was 100% ulu but anyway the shop was chao big!! it had like 6 (or more) units! still got showroom! their company de 规模很大. hmm and it seems quite professional too.. and hey! we helped poster ask too (: haha. shall tell poster sqms later........

after that the two very clever sqms (cong n pinky) [coz we have to cross over the road to take bus back to interchange mah] then after crossing the road.. both of them walked to this taxi stand then both of them almost sat down. then i was like "eh?" then i turn back and cong was thinking "why this bus stop got the thing in front" and pinky was thinking "wah this bus stop so grand" or something along the lines -_________- hey it was quite obvious it was a taxi stand actually. -_-

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im suddenly feeling quite sad again.
haiz.
apparently alot people think that long sucked.
i know its not our best performance. its not even one of our nicer performances. but hey we practised for a total of 4 times only!

fine im finding excuses for myself.

ok now im crying.
great man.

okay.
now, i hope we will have another long performance.
we will do better.
i promise.

treat it as a lesson learnt. an experience.

okay.

oh hm thank you to shiyun ma'am for the comments. and the erm an wei.
even though she wont see this but. THANK YOU MA'AM!

if sqms want the conver, come look for me.