in the mood to blog and 发泄一下

today was last dalt. and it dint felt like last dalt at all.
just like last act dint feel like last act.

): why must it end like this ARGH.

i dunno lah but for me, last act and last dalt always held a kind of significance. it like.. marks the end of all the acts and dalts we had with our ncos. and today was last dalt, but we spent like 2hrs plus stoning/doing nothing much outside the staff room for nco interview. not that its anyone's fault since really 没有时间了 but its still very !*)(*)#$(%*)#(* last dalt leh. LAST dalt leh! and we only went for like half an hour to watch ma'ams' performance, take photos, put equipment back to np room.

BOO. ):

time really flies. today was council elections, and me and amaris were like it seems like yesterday that we were voting for councillors from people in our class.
and it seems like yesterday when we had last dalt with 38 ma'ams.
and i still remember it very clearly. it was unforgettable. but the part of memorable has to be reconsidered. ha. i dont think sqms have forgetten it either.
and i still remember last dalt with 37 ma'ams, though it seems ok quite long ago.
haha.

and last act. last act with 37 ma'ams seem rather vague to me. but cong was recollecting it at the busstop today, and i still have an impression of it. last act with 38 ma'ams.... i still remember it very clearly too. we did flag with 38 ma'ams coz they want to teach us flag before they leave. i rmbed that we revised tent like siao hoping not to disappoint ma'ams for once and we created a campcraft cheer just for last act -_- but in the end we did flag haha. and then we had sqdtalk. at the art gallery there. and 39 ma'ams' ncos came over and played the piano and made our ncos cry o.o

whatever it is, last act this year with 39 ma'ams is really very sad and last dalt was worse. nco interview during last dalt! best man. im glad miss khoo and mr han like ti3 liang4 wo3 men2 coz they called us back in and then asked a few weird questions which we dint know how to answer and stoned. then miss khoo asked if we were raring to go for dalt and i was like YES and they let us go. haha. chionged like mad to join the rest of the unit and decided not to change to waste precious minutes but zhiyi ma'am asked us to change for the unit photo. and we probably never changed as fast in our entire np life -___- and for once it wasnt because of the time limit -_-

"debrief" and ma'am went "eh 40 dont give us that look leh 我们真的没有话讲what" or something along that lines which was amusing. haha. i swear i saw one or two sqms giving abit the sajiao sad look.
after last dalt took photos with our ncos which was quite funny haha. and why on earth did we say such a weird thing again huh? somemore jinqing ma'am was there. -_- nvm no link.

at the busstop/on the bus, i really regretted not asking for sqdtalk ): but then after analysing with cong and jy, its like even if we ask we might not talk o.o haiz. our squad really cannot talk one what! its called sudden mindblank every time we have sqdtalk -_- i really like sqdtalks though. its not really abt the talk content, but more of the interaction time or just sitting there listening to ma'ams talk random stuff. but then again, dont have topic to talk abt means we cant continue the conversation and we cant possibly ask ma'ams to treat us as transparent or something and talk among themselves right. and everytime we finally started the conversation going, we or ma'ams have to go. ): and then the next time we start again, the cycle continues. haiz.

well, no point thinking abt it,
there's still POP sqdtalk :D
i hope POP sqdtalk will erm have content. although its like quite hard. haha.
maybe we should make up a list again. but then again, last year we made a list and what happened? we forgot what we wrote in the list. EXCELLENT.

haiz.