okay i should be studying for chem quiz now but im slacking here cause ive got too many things on my mind i cant concentrate.

switching on the comp makes me procrastinate. a lot. the internet is just too convenient. sometimes not in a good way. it gives me a lot of things to ponder over sometimes. too much things. too much knowledge is not good actually. i rather be kept in the dark forever.

but i have to say that it gave me a new perspective. hm. i tried to salvage whatever i can alr. the rest is not up to me. but i think it has gone on for far too long a time. im tired too. really exhausted. i dont know what's going to happen tmr. i dont look forward to it. probably just pretend nothing ever happened. yep i can do that. i think.

well~ thanks to siu for being my listening ear yest. haha and my dear guitar which i turn to everytime i want to forget sth or just want to slack off. (:

okay chem quiz. focus.