i was intending to blog abt unit-chalet-cum-farewell yesterday but i didnt and i was thinking of giving up until today that i realised that no sqms really blogged detailedly abt it. i think.

not that im going to, but well, 开心的时光过得特别快，而快乐的回忆也特别容易忘记。

the whole unit chalet thingy.. was a whole lot of mixture of emotions.

i have to say that i was really impressed by 41 (with the help of the rest of the unit, i hope) to have organized quite a 完整的 3D2N activity. bbq + steamboat + making of 汤圆 O: especially the steamboat was.. just very shocking. in the words of chuxi, she'll probably say "孩子们，辛苦了。” thank you 41, for putting in so much effort to organize our farewell. looking back, the farewell that we organized for 39ma'ams was totally 逊色, with the only thing that i rmb was playing charades w ma'ams & 41. haha. :X

and another thing was the presents were all very nice (: and elaborate O: err the 3-in-1 present that we produced (in 3 days? :X) err abit 见不得人 beside cadets'. oops. thank you again, to the unit. for squad and company presents :D

thankyous aside,
the activity that i actually enjoyed the most was the water activity ._. maybe it was the only time that we 尽情享乐 and forgot all our 烦恼s and whatnots that were on our minds. plus the calming effect of the beach and waves~ hahaha. oh but the biking experience with meichun, chuxi, pooh and siu was not bad too (: err i think it was supposed to be a unit activity but we sort of lost the unit after meeting a truck that blocked the way -_- but i like to ride the double bike (: coz im not the one that has to balance the bike + steer + keep the bike in control hehh.

ohoh first day movie watching was qte a nice experience too. watched bodyguards and assasins. i thought it was a really good movie. will recommend anyone to watch it. dont mind watching it again. dont even mind watching it now haha. makes me feel like taking cse too -.-

talking abt first day, the whole crashing idea was a total failure. totally 自讨苦吃 + 晒大太阳+ almost tour the entire chalet carrying the heavy bag. 真的是想太多了，我们。

im actl running through the whole thing now through my mind so that i dont forget essential items and i just rmbed!

performances! haha. song sang by 43 was not bad. i actl dint really pay much attention to that song before but hm. after their performance the song seems quite nice now. haha. (not at the beginning though D: that one 听太多次了 :X) skit by 42 was funny.. but i dint really get it -.- oh but i actually liked 41's performance best D: firstly coz i used to like the seasons in the sun song alot and can hear the lyrics very clearly. secondly coz 虫儿飞 has a special meaning to us plus never 想到 they rmbed sth that we 随口说说 during ncotc. not exactly 随口说说 but well. you know. haha. not sth that we'll expect them to rmb i suppose.

3rd day went to macs to buy breakfast for the unit haha. too paiseh alr. but ended up going much too early. and cong still went huh so late arh. when we suggested waking up at 6.30 -.- in the end she slept through somemore. tsk.

okay nothing else significant to mention i think.

long think-talk session abt the old usual topic which didnt concluded with anything new. i was really considering giving up and attempt to forget abt this messed up thing and etc, especially when it seems like there was no more redeeming quality. but today i went to read past _ and certain fond memories came back to me. come to think of it, these _ years werent completely wasted or anything along that lines. despite this very !(*@$ that's left now, what used to belong to us is undeniable and at least i really used to have very happy times. so rmbing the really good times, the bad times are considerably shldnt be considered -.- oh well the conclusion that i have today during which i thought calmly is that on the whole, this relationship that we built up was an experience not worth missing and had a huge impact on my life. it's just that perhaps it is not worth carrying on a relationship that's going down and well, _ years are enough. enough to 回味 and just enough not to displace all the good times with the unhappy memories.

我们会继续创造美好的回忆吗？我真的不敢肯定。也许是时候放下了。不要再坚持一切的完美。这些年的时光已经够了。也许需要让彼此有些空间，才能继续维持这段感情。

alright. that was just a reminder to myself actually o_o to stop being 烦恼everytime something unpleasant happens.

went down to queensway today to have the interview for opsmile thingo. err the interview was totally un-interview-like. came home and my dad asked what question was asked.. and i couldnt think of a single one -.-

oh and my bro came back today hahaha. i dont like his hair D: hair is the first thing i look at when i look at a person lah -.- but haha too bad for him~! oh and he lost 5kg. apparently. that's great.

baked a cheesecake just now and it was a complete failure. actually i havent tasted it yet but argh it was chao tah at the top ): ): it was looking very nice like 10 mins before but like not very shou2 yet so i put it to bake for another 10mins and ... it went chaotah D:

okay i just spent a long time blogging haha. went for dinner and came back to continue blogging so the mood is like.. inconsistent. okay. i shall go off now (: