i think i should start to blog daily for the rest of hols. cant rmb where i've been to last monday till i went to meichun's blog! O:

summary of last week:

monday 4th jan
kim's bday!! i just rmbed ._. and i lost all my contacts so i cant even wish her belated happy birthday -_- < shocked =" =" style="font-weight: bold;">tuesday 5th jan
in school to do math and bridge-ing and CT training. addicted to bridge D: this is not a good thing. seriously addicted. math was.. okay. CT training was.. cant rmb. -.- nothing much happened i guess. other than the usual happenings.

wednesday 6th jan
rotting away at home. helped my dad clean the balcony and piano. cant rmb what else. watched haipai maybe.

thursday 7th jan
ubin biking with squadmates and ma'ams! lets see.. squadmates: cong, mc, hong, siu, tay, chu. ma'ams: sijia ma'am, jomain ma'am, zhiyi ma'am. haha all our ncos :D rained in the morning and west side squadmates were all late. except siu maybe. and chuxi. but haha usually during outings squadmates are either unanimously late or unanimously early. and.. err i think ma'ams were the earliest. :X shall not blog detailedly abt it since siu and mc blogged abt it alr.

friday 8th jan
went to jomain ma'am's tkd training in the morn to pei jung. haha it was actl qte fun ._. but super paiseh lah D: shall not elaborate on what happened. oh we got lost = = and went there to play bridge while waiting for ma'am. got weird stares from many people. i guess i would too, if a gang of unknown people from the school opposite came into my school and started playing bridge like nobody's business. i havent accepted the fact that that's going to be my school in.. exactly a week's time. goose.

sat 9th jan
what else? guitar lesson. my left ring finger died playing a stupid note. contemplating if i should take exam for guitar. crap.

sun 10th jan
oh that's yest alr! err woke up super late. did nothing worth mentioning. = = and the day is gone just like that.

today 11th jan
it's currently 12.46am. ma'ams kai xue today ): spent so much time with zym and jmm lately because of ct training. i realise that we've known them for as long as i've known squadmates hahaha. er.. okay. i'll miss them when.. i dont know.. when we stop meeting them so regularly?
sighs.

went to lingo's blog just now and D: realised that we havent met up for a long long time. it's like we've never known each other. haha i still rmb how we met. it was in sec 1.. the first talentime rehearsal for lsc = = and we were both on our own and we just decided to be partners for the performance and then poof! we became friends. haha. weird right. how people get to know one another. but after that we went to different classes and.. just.. er like that lor.

these 4 years in sec school went past so fast i suddenly feel like ive been on autopilot for the past 4 years. 37 ma'ams were right. it was just reacting to things that were happening. 4 years spent and the only people i really know (and i cant say i really really know actl) are squadmates. drifted away from lingxin, linghan, shiyun, kim and everyone else in 203 because of np. never really got to know them because of np. not exactly close to the clan people because of np. wouldnt have gotten to know germaine if we werent tablemates. nvr spent more than 5 recesses with her and anyone else in class because of np.

hahaha. it's not that im regretting everything now because np isnt an experience worth missing. im not in an emo mood now either. it's just that..

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just like that lor. i realised that my thoughts werent making much sense.