i havent been socially active for a few weeks now. not in the real world and not even online. my presence on msn is super limited to... almost none at all -.- because i dont even bother signing in as online anymore :/ oh but people who read this and needs/wants to/feel like talking to me, you can actl try talking to me online because 70% of the time i will be there ._.

i havent started on any work today but i shall do a quick post to revive my blog due to 'popular demand' *cough*

i just went to read squadmates' blogs which i havent.. for quite a long time. and i miss squadmates D: the few minutes that we actually see each other daily is pathetic. :/ and too short to have any real conversation. and half the time we see each other we have a thousand other things to do/on our mind. at least for me :/

in the past few weeks i realised that it's easy to make friends but not easy to build a strong and lasting friendship. sigh. squadmates dont forget our 6th nov 2019 date! must post this regularly if not i'll forget HAHA. suddenly 2019 feels like a long way to go. can push the date earlier? -.-

on the other hand, i realised that humans are complicated. wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy complicated to a point that it's scary and disgusting. i'll talk to jiayuin abt it if she wasnt so stressed alr :/ jiayuin ah maybe when you're free enough to come to read my blog you can come and ask me abt it -.-

before i end off, let me say JIAYOU! to everyone, peers and seniors alike who have competitions/huang cheng production/etc. this week! (: jiayou everyone! :D