大家好。hehh my usual standard phrase of starting off a post.

hmmm i think i have gotten over my recent emo phase. the phrase that goes "when you've reached the bottom, the only way left is up" is true i guess. to everyone out there who are still stuck in their own emo phases, jiayou and please stay strong. i did something quite stupid recently but haha lucky for me nothing happened -.- hur just a crazy action taken on the spur of the moment. everyone has their crazier than usual moments right? ah im digressing. anyway i wanted to say, everything that has a start has an end so just hold on and you'll pull through happier than before. hmm i hope that makes sense. too many thoughts going on at the same time in my mind now. haha i went to read squadmates' blogs just now (hope i didnt miss out anyone ><) and ah hmmm haish. dont know what i want to say heeee. im incoherent ):

oh i read on cong's blog about being vulgar and i think my moment of vulgarness is more or less gone too. i havent said or thought of the f word for.. a week? hahaha this shows that emoness and vulgarness have a co-relation. is there even such a word 'vulgarness'? hmmm.

short moment of reflection now that my mind is not completely blocked by other thoughts. i just remembered during the leadership course thingy about part of my personality profile being something about being too caught up/ busy about my personal affairs that i sometimes fail to show concern or care to people who matter. a certain someone kinda told me then that it was quite true haish. maybe this is an excuse but sometimes i really dont know how to show that i care. haha maybe one day i'll post a post of messages to everyone who matters to me. (: or maybe i'll just write a note. yep that's what i will do on an appropriate moment hee now too lazy i just spent the whole morning doing nothing but erhm watching pointless tv programs eating a heavy breakfast and reading people's blogs haha which im glad i did anyway. yepppooooo i think i shall start on my pile of hw today D::::::::