Thursday, December 15, 2011
heh oops i've been procrastinating again xD there is unbelievably alot of things to do post As that i didn't really have time to blog haha! and after not blogging for so long i dont feel tempted to post anymore o:
but i shall just do my 2011 summary because i like to read my old posts!
okay first on the list - SCM!
oh SCM (singapore canoe marathon) didnt turn out to be as bad as i thought it would be. it was tiring lah but at least there was some sort of 成就感 at the end of it though i remember writing in my reflections that it was best left as a once-in-a-lifetime event that i nvr want to participate in it again :P
next - SATS
nothing worth mentioning actually. did okay i think like average~ but decided that i dont want to study in us so it was a waste of money. ><
24 hour static kayaking challenge + cny performance for dalt
haha i remember talking to jiali and cause we were taking turns everytime when reaching our turn we'll become damn jin zhang lol hmm cause there was 10 of us then each time we'll paddle continuously for.. 2 minutes? i think >< yep but it wasnt that bad after a while it became like a routine and we just did that for the whole day. the night was kinda cool cause the councillors were staying overnight for cny deco.. weejin (our coach) came and treated us to soya bean milk and grass jelly drink haha! oh! and someone brought island creamery icecream also cant rmb who ._. slept for a short while in between during the night in central plaza ;) then yeujia came and gave me a note. hmm and a twine bracelet. hahah. left in the morning to join sqms for performance and whoa i think by that time i was abit brain dead already. i dont remember a single thing about the performance probably because i was just gong gong following tung haha. but i rmb falling asleep hugging the 狮头 while waiting for our turn to perform and then waking up feeling guilty cause the rest of the team were still paddling oops. and i rmb zym coming over and saying sth like "whoa 她这么累啊"
after the performance i went back to join the team then we concluded our event (: but eh the ending part was quite fail cause we were trying to announce our results and no one was listening erps -.- then went for our cny lunch~ when all of us just felt like sleeping lol.
national schools canoeing championships
was bad >< hmm haha i dont really feel like recalling it oh man. but it was bad.
sigh i should post about it right cause its like the most significant event of the year.
ehh okay no lets skip it :D it happened. and it's over.
prelims
didnt feel like prelims at all lol. i felt less prepared for prelims than for block test 2 eh. but it wasnt too bad i guess. haha and after prelims my parents decided that my gp and econs are too cui and they signed me up for tuition.
tuition was good though. especially econs. i love my econs tuition teacher ^^ i think i learnt more from him in the 2 months (?) than from my econs tutor in 2 years.
grad night
haha initially i was thinking that grad night was a waste of time since the next day we had to go back to school for mock paper or sth. but hmm i actually left feeling that it was quite a meaningful night. felt quite horrible halfway through cause i saw a photo of enhan in her class montage and i was thinking that omg she could have been here ._. even though i was never very close to her in the 4 years that we were in the same class it was still very very shocking and heart wrenching to hear about her news. i guess it takes a lot of courage to live when life seems like its filled with obstacles and everything and death seems like such an easy way out. but everything every event will come to an end and all she could have done was to give herself a little more time. hmm this was part of the reason why i decided to write a letter to _ that night. idk whtr she did read my letter in the end and even though i wrote that it doesnt matter if she doesnt reply. haha i was kinda expecting a reply. and i lost her blog url. this is why if i could have a super power ability i will want to have mind reading abilities ;)
side track a bit. i really like to read people's blogs cause i feel like i learn a lot more about a person when i read his or her blog than when i interact with the person. seems so convoluted right.
a levels
are over! haha i actually slacked a lot during the a levels period between papers. >< i was watching great queen seondeok almost every night cause it was the exciting part heh and going crazy with yijung tung about deokman and yooshin ;D
let me post a few photos for everyone's viewing pleasure:
this is deokman. she's so pretty right ^^
in the show, when she had to act as a guy
this is for tungyijung, my loyal reader xDhaha anyway back to the point, a levels are over~! but im quite scared of getting back results.. cause it didnt feel like it went well Dx ahaha at least got 3 more months before i have to worry about that (:
standard chartered marathon!
oops almost forgot about this. haha hong was saying that erm someone (i forgot who >< was it jbm?) said that going for standchart is a good experience cause you will learn a lot of lessons. yeah right the only lesson i learnt was that i will never take part in a full marathon ever again -.- the first 20+k was actually quite fun. like just slowly jogging, enjoying the scenary plus listening to music. and laughing at guys peeing in the open lol. ohoh i met jbm in the toilet at ecp's macs. hahaha it was quite funny cause i didnt notice her at first. then i saw her then i wasnt sure if it was her and i was like staring at her for quite some time until she went "amelia right?" haha was quite surprised though hong told me she took part in standchart before. yeah but after that things went downhill and i felt so horrible :/ like it was never ending. hahaha ended up walking the rest of the distance with teri which was quite stupid but didnt feel like running anymore :X and was so tired that i could just fall asleep there and then. then.. i threw away my running shoes heh. but it was muddy and hole-y. and i havent exercised since then other than going back to kallang to paddle once. whoops. time to start exericising again~!
prom!
prom shopping was 麻烦。lol spent one day trying to find a suitable dress with jiehui, sam, biqi, yanru and teri (who came for a short while) and another day with my mum to buy heels and another day with cong siu chuxi at bugis street to find a clutch. hahaha bugis street shopping was fun though :P cause we ended up looking at a lot of things that we dont need for prom heh. then i decided to exploit my sis's stuff to make a necklace for fun. in the end spent damn long + got damn sian cause they all looked ugly. settled for this in the end which i dont think i'll ever wear again so i gave it to my mum :P
oh yeah pre-prom at pooh's house was simply hilarious xD we reached at like what 11am? then erh "abit early huh what do we do now?" then ended up watching home alone 4 haha and prom itself wasnt really that fun. cant really see what was happening on stage so erh just ate and went around taking photos with people (: went up to the hotel room after that with the clan (actually only shihui and yuxuan; the rest werent there yet -.-) and took alot of photos there haha! but the view from the hotel room of singapore's night scene is really damn nice. too bad my mum refused to let me sleep over ):
campcraft team selection~!
this section is for tungyijung's benefit! heh. haha supposed to reach pooh's hse to meet sqms at 9am. but i overslept :P planned to meet mc at 9.15am after that but she lost track of the time and was HALF AN HOUR late. fast forward to ny~ actually the plan was just to go back and 看看 i guess.. since 41 and 42 are the main trainers. but in the end we helped to interview 45 and was extremely dismayed by their impression of the campcraft team D: impression of ct: "ma'ams are strong" "campcraft is fun" ... "campcraft is boring" wah. can die leh. hahaa it was then that i realised that i am still quite attached to ct even though its 3 years since our time xD ah yeah. anyway im quite sad that the nyct spirit seems to have died. maybe its partly because the publication of target mag stopped and cadets werent able to read about how zai it used to be. maybe its because we never really went back to the unit to pass on the nynp spirit. maybe it's because there are so few people left in the unit now that since anyone who wants to join the team can do so it's no longer a privilege or an honour. but i guess its not very surprising. batch after batch comes back and says the same thing >< *digs out target mag by 37 ma'ams* because the article "telling it like it is" by mianrong ma'am completely reflects the current situation.
went to slack by the piano while the unit had lunch. ah one of our squad's favourite haunts in the past. it's nicer there now though. there are like little tables and stools around. and the piano has since moved. haha and pooh played our sqd's song till the chorus which she doesnt rmb. please go remember it soon pooh ;) then we gossiped for a while before returning to help. helped to see if there are any potential lashers from 44 then i left to meet felicia and gang for team lunch at .. 4pm. whoops.
anywayy i guess i will be going back to 看看 and help train lashers. if 41 and 42 needs help. anyway my mum seems to be more in approval of me going back ny than of me going back to paddle. haha andd.. i kind of rather go back ny to help cause i feel more useful there. oh but must go revise flag stuff haha cause i dont really rmb whoops. and dunno if the syllabus has changed since then ._. yeah. hahaa though i should go back and paddle once in a while since i promised fel that i would :/ but not like i can catch up with her now.. sigh. andd i dont really miss paddling :X idk why but i just dont. maybe its because its something that i once tried so hard to get out of that i dont feel that eager to go back into it now that i actually have a choice. or just that going back reminds me of things that i dont feel like remembering? or makes me feel very lousy. haha i dont really know either. i think i dont know myself very well. :P
moving on to happier topics~! started watching we got married due to chuxigao's recommendation. heh leeteuk and kang sora are so cute tgt! and they are so awkward and yet so sweet! hahaha here's chuxi's christmas present for me ;)
see, 好东西 must 跟大家分享 :Pactually that photo of him isnt that nice. let me look for a nicer one :D
this one can see his dimple and eyebags~! hahaha this one also:
oh and to be fair..
she's pretty too ^^and for sqms who only like to look at photos of topless guys tsktsk but here's one:
credits to chuxi gao. okay time to end my uber long post! i just spent like.. one whole day blogging haha!
credits to chuxi gao. okay time to end my uber long post! i just spent like.. one whole day blogging haha!
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